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With a wedge at last driven between Mat and Dougie Carmichael courtesy of Nikolai Petrovic’s expert manipulations the brothers must each accept their new path forward Dougie a perfect slave sweet and obedient and loving Mat a tightly reined dog snarling and snapping but never allowed to biteUnfortunately no transformation however well planned is without its growing pains Mat’s leash is so tight it’s choking him Dougie is tormented by a little voice inside his head—a fragment of his former self—that he cannot silenceAnd Nikolai’s most difficult tests for the brothers are still to comeThe critical uestion isn’t whether they can pass those tests but whether they even want to Without each other to lean on and live for a bleak future has become bleaker still But Nikolai’s too good to let his slaves slip through his fingers—by death or by despairA noose a nighttime sky a shared lover an unexpected friend A foreboding forest cabin A lavish party with all the debauchery Nikolai’s clientele could want It’s all coming in season 3 of the Flesh Cartel

10 thoughts on “Trials and Errors The Flesh Cartel #9

  1. says:

    Shit Fck Fckity We have reached another level of psychological torture and brainwashingJust going to leave this here view spoilerNikolai asking Dougie to fuck his brother in order to prove his loyalty🤬🤬 This slave is nothing to you Nothing but a means to please me to prove yourself to me There’s lube on the table Kneel in front of this slave and prepare yourself When you’re done you’ll use your mouth—just your mouth—to get him hard He will get hard Douglas he’s very virile When you’re done you’ll ride him for me And then the test will be over and that voice in your head will go silent for good Sever the last thread that ties you to your failures Douglas Prove to me you’re ready to be mine”I don’t have a brother I don’t have a brother I’m Nikolai’s boy now not Dougie Carmichael at all and this man isn’t my brother he’s just a slave he’s just a slave and he’s not my brother and I’m Nikolai’s boy I’m not Dougie Carmichael I’m Douglas Petrovic Douglas Petrovic Douglas Petrovic hide spoiler

  2. says:

    The rage I felt earlier in this series is gone Followed by frustration and aggravation which now frankly is apathy at this point How do I feel after this book?Kill 'em KILL THEM ALL Dougie's a joke Mat's a misguided and naive fool and Nicolai's a narcissistic megalomaniac At this point I am inclined to leave the characters where they are and not follow on with the next season

  3. says:

    aww man how much sadder can this get?

  4. says:

    GOD DAMN YOU CLIFFHANGERS Noooooooooooo Which is the sound I imagine I make as I fall over that cliff shaking my fist at a cruel god view spoilerAre they out? Are they not? Fuck Of course they're not Nikolai's not that stupid BUT I WANT THEM TO BE OUT hide spoiler

  5. says:

    Why does my mind go into panic mode each and every time I open up my Kindle to begin reading another episode in The Flesh Cartel SeriesBecause Heidi Belleau and Rachel Haemowitz have created two characters that are now part of the fabric of my very being Mat and Dougie have been put through every torture humiliation degradation pain hurt and mind fuck imaginable and I have been there with them every step of the way these boys are ingrained within my very soulWe left Mat in episode eight yet again manipulated with Nikolai using Roger as a means to an end Thinking he is saving Roger from Nikolai’s brand of discipline he agrees to submit and become the slave that Nikolai reuires for his client a willing decision on his part yeah right there is no decision or action that has not already been formulated in Nikolai’s mindIn return for his submission he has one reuest to be able to see his brother the brother that hates him for abandoning him the brother that is now so indoctrinated he has no self will his only purpose in life is to serve his master to please him because his Master loves him and only wants what’s best for his slave yes of course he does and Nikolai agrees? Mmmm well you would think that Mat had learnt his lesson by now the sick bastard doesn’t agree to anything unless it’s on his terms and as always with Nikolai nothing is as it seems“All right” he said “But do be careful what you wish for”Before we even get to that stage Mat needs to be punished for his misbehaviour in FC#8 all I can say is FUUUUCK Don’t for one minute think what has come before will desensitise you not where that sick fuck is concerned and yet again we see Mat put himself through immeasurable pain and torture in the name of love and hope Nikolai has given him a slither to cling to and for that Mat can endure anything In this episode I loved having Mat back he may be submitting for a cause but his inner fierce and uite apt musings continue to entertain me I am still waiting in anticipation for the day when all the delights so lovingly bestowed upon Mat are returned tenfold to Nikolai OMG I would love to see him go through what he so casually reaps on othersMeanwhile Dougie’s mind has been conditioned to that of a slave and Nikolai is so proud of himself for his achievements He see’s himself as an artist I have a few words for him but funnily enough artist is not one of them I think he see’s himself creating beings of beauty and perfection in the eye of the beholder and I often wonder if the man is deluded and truly believes his own hypeDare I even contemplate that there may be hope for these boys at the end of this episode? Nah I am somehow sceptical that this man who is so methodical and strategically plans and manipulates every situation to his own advantage a man to whom “mistakes” never happen would make such a careless error I think not It’s like waiting in the dark for the monsters to jump out of the wardrobe

  6. says:

    What a psychologically intense instalmentA big cliffhanger at the end and I'm afraid I know where this is coming view spoiler Please please when does Nate finally appear on the scene?? I need some normal warm and strong guy hide spoiler

  7. says:

    HEART FUCKING POUNDING How the hell did Heidi and Rachel ramp up the tension in this episode? In a series that cannot become any intense they found a way to take me right to my edge cross it and then completely exhaust me with a racing pulse fear and hope Always that damn bit of hope “And than anything you need to learn to let go of all your silly stupid morality all the trappings and judgments and pointless rules of your old life” THE STORY This episode starts out with a deed that brought me to the brink of what I could handle Hell this whole series has been an exercise in defining comfort thresholds and then smashing themI can’t tell you what happens here because it would spoil everything but I will tell you it’s something we’ve all been hoping forand dreading Then there's the cliff hanger which is an anxiety inducing visually captivating moment of “No No NOFrom start to finish this episode is just a non stop adrenaline rush THE WRITING I can’t imagine this being written any better I think these ladies would excel at writing for film They have a way of bringing every moment to life Even when you’d like to be able to look away you can’t And that’s a good thing because while I nearly looked away at the beginning by the middle I was so absorbed I wouldn’t have missed it for anythingIn an entire series of “intense” this book stands out Per Riptide Publishing Reader discretion advised This title contains the following sensitive themes• dubious consent• explicit violence• non consentFair warning this is NOT MM Romance This is a psycho sexual thriller which includes rape and torture Please proceed with that in mind I would like to thank Riptide Publishing for providing me an ARC of this book in exchange for my honest review Take a look at my MaleMale Romance Book Blog

  8. says:

    Mat is back in this episode fighting Nikolai at every step and taking the horrifying conseuences Dougie has drunk so much of the Kool Aid he is in love with living to serve Nikolai He is pampered and content Mat continues to make demands of Nikolai who warns Mat to be careful what he asks for Mat is taking his punishments and getting back in shape with the ultimate goal of saving Mat and now Roger whom he believes to have suffered abuse due to Mat's choices and tear the whole operation downUnfortunately Nikolai has yet another test for the brothers and of course it is unfathomable in its cruelty but offers Mat an opportunity he cannot pass up view spoiler And I can only assume that knowing how much land the compound takes up and since Nikolai isn't stupid the car that picks them up will only be delivering them to face the conseuences of their decision to run hide spoiler

  9. says:

    I do no know if I'm ready for it and I probably wouldn't be starting it now if it was not for my buddy LI stopped reading this series months ago after finishing book no 8 that for me was the hardest of them allI needed a break to breathe because it really got to meI also wanted to wait for the all series to be out in order for me to not get stuck in the dark without an end within reachI pre ordered the all series and now that it's out I'm taking a deep breath and diving inWish me luck I'll need itThis was a difficult read A real frightening story lineI felt my heart beating like crazy and I had to stop in few occasions to get myself together and pep talk myself into calming downI am so afraid still of what's coming next for Dougie and Mat

  10. says:

    After what seemed to be eons Dougie and Mat finally met up together again though not in the way they both want It wasn't really hard to predict how their meetup would turn out given the seemingly uninhibited rules of the book This wasn't an easy read and almost the whole book was really intense and kept me on the edge of my seat The emotions and thoughts of the characters gripped my heart closely with anxiety and fear I've been waiting for so long for some form of reprisal we finally see it Given how the ending went it was probably too good to be true The halfway mark of the book turned the heat up in the story and I hope the standard stays the same from here on5 Stars