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In The Summer Of , Twenty Year Old Nick Guest Moves Into An Attic Room In The Notting Hill Home Of The Feddens Conservative Member Of Parliament Gerald, His Wealthy Wife Rachel, And Their Two Children, Toby Whom Nick Had Idolized At Oxford And Catherine, Highly Critical Of Her Family S Assumptions And Ambitions As The Boom Years Of The Eighties Unfold, Nick, An Innocent In The World Of Politics And Money, Finds His Life Altered By The Rising Fortunes Of This Glamorous Family His Two Vividly Contrasting Love Affairs, One With A Young Black Clerk And One With A Lebanese Millionaire, Dramatize The Dangers And Rewards Of His Own Private Pursuit Of Beauty, A Pursuit As Compelling To Nick As The Desire For Power And Riches Among His FriendsRichly Textured, Emotionally Charged, Disarmingly Comic, This UK Bestseller Is A Major Work By One Of Our Finest Writers An unusually powerful and deserving winner of the Man Book Prize, this is one of the few books that took me over a year to read, not because it was ever boring or sluggish, but because each sentence was so beautiful, I wanted to give every passage its due attention I rarely say such things about books, so Hollinghurst must be a magician or a hypnotist As it took me so long to read, I spent an embarrassing amount of time repeating to people who asked me what I was reading that it was Line of Beauty, about a young homosexual during Thatcher s 80s England, staying at his straight friend s home, making a life for himself after Oxford, and that they just had to read it In fact, after I d caught myself recommending it to him for the second or even third time, my doctor no longer asks me what I m reading he must think I actually don t read many books after all or that I have a secret agenda to get him to come out of the closet My brother said it d been done before, the story of a scholarship student in a world he doesn t belong in But this isn t just about a middle class boy in the rarefied world of Oxford, a servant among lords, a homosexual in a straight family, a liberal among conservatives, or young adults finding the harshness of reality after the college cocoon Hollinghurst s social wit gently reveals the absurdity in each one of his characters Hollinghurst is above all a humane and empathetic author, not a writer of British manners or a writer of gay literature That the Booker committee awarded him their prize makes me forgive them for every horrendous mistake they ve made in the years since Sometimes, they do get it right as they did with Coetzee. I started this last night, heading home after one of the most dreadful evenings in recent memory.So lately my life does seem like a pot of thick, scalding acrid coffee I read books in the hope that they ll help me choke it down But for some reason everything I pick up lately s been unsatisfying, like skim milk or soy It might take the edge off, but not nicely, and with some of this stuff I think I might be better off drinking the coffee black That Martin Amis is like some synthetic creamer, with an artificial flavor that s kind of alluringly disgusting I keep drinking this shit because I have to But it doesn t taste good.Anyway, riding back home half drunk from a novelistically bad party, I opened The Line of Beauty, and started to read I d put this on my to read list ages ago after pillaging a beloved professor s reviews, and reviews by terrifyingly literate Eric of the drink and wide smirk have recently pushed Hollinghurst back into my mind.This man s writing is like cream you only get at the farm I am holding my mug underneath the cow s teat here, I guess, while Farmer Alan squirts this magical substance in It s like smooth white gold, a dream mouthful, delicious This coffee tastes fabulous I could drink it all day.Maybe that s a gross metaphor, just wrong or too dumb And yeah, I m only fifty pages in, but seriously, he writes like a dream It s been awhile since I ve started anything that felt this good Late last night finishing a cigarette on the fire escape, inventorying the bitter, dark, stinking thing that s my life these days, I tried to think of promising reasons to wake up in the morning, to drink literal coffee and walk out the door And when I thought of reading of this novel, I got really excited Because honestly it kind of doesn t matter if your life s watery burnt crap, if you re reading something good enough, you can usually get by.I hope this book lives up to its promising opening But even if it doesn t, I m grateful for the feeling Sometimes you have a bad run when no books can engage you, and you start to wonder what the point of reading is, if it s anything than a banal time filling hobby Like is this any better than playing games on my cellphone Am I not just killing time on my daily commute I love being reminded that that s not it at all We read to save our mouths from burning, we read to slow the ulcers We read because we have to, because otherwise this cupful s just too rank to swallow Okay, I m done I have accomplished little this week besides reading this book I looked forward to commutes, took the local train instead of the express I waited for buses and elevators when I normally would ve walked, and showed up early at dinner dates so I d have time first to read.My main impression while reading was an image of Alan Hollinghurst encountering The English Language one night on a stroll through the park I pictured him coaxing it into some unlit shrubbery, and then gently but manfully bending The English Language over against an oak tree, sort of holding it there, unzipping his trousers, and masterfully generously turning it gay.God, these ENGLISH and their NOVELS How do they do it A lot of sentences in here made me feel I should stop embarrassing myself and degrading the language by writing any sentences of my own Of course, I used to say that about Ian McEwan, but Hollinghurst can make McEwan sort of look like a hack Maybe McEwan should stop writing sentences too The only reason McEwan s famous must be because his TMI sex scenes tend not to be gay, and a lot of people really are inexplicably freaked out by gay male sex.Not this reader The sex in the opening and best section of the novel conveys the thrill of first love and being young and the figuring of that stuff out with a touching accuracy that many writers have shot for but few have so successfully nailed This is a book that would make E M Forster blush, not just for being too graphic for his era s sensibility, but because he might ve wished he d lived long enough to have written it To me this was about as good as a Forster novel, which is HIGH PRAISE, FRIEND I almost never say dumb stuff like that how embarrassing Actually I guess it s supposed to be Jamesian, as the protagonist s a James scholar fanboy, but it s been so long since I ve read James, and I ve read so little, that I really don t know if this was Jamesian or not I do think though that The Line of Beauty might ve helped heal me from the ancient thwarting trauma of trying to read The Awkward Age in college, so maybe I ll give the old guy another chanceAnyway, where was I What was I saying Oh, I was fawning and drooling all over this book, and it was frankly pathetic Obviously not everyone would love this as much as I did It s a very straightforward novel set in Thatcher era England, following the winkingly named Nick Guest, a middle class gay aesthete who has insinuated himself, though his friendship with an Oxford classmate, into the very wealthy household of a Tory MP It takes place between the years 1983 and 1987, and follows Nick s relationship with the family, his romances and sexual development, his preoccupations with beauty and pleasure, and some other stuff You know, it s your fairly standard kind of thing, I just thought it was spectacularly well written The plot developments and characters were predictable and I could see how one might argue they were cliched, but somehow even this kind of worked for me, and made it seem like an older novel, in a good way I guess I could ve done without all the drugs why do drugs follow me everywhere I go I ll be reading the classiest, most seemingly together book, and all of a sudden the author pulls out a bag but I guess that s what I get for picking up a novel about rich people in the eighties.There were a few things here I wasn t so crazy about For one thing, while I must applaud Alan Hollingsworth s discovery of the adverb illusionlessly, which truly is precious even priceless when used to describe a facial expression or tone of voice, I wish someone had told him he could only use it once Maybe twice but not every thirty pages Alan Restrain yourself Please There were a couple things in here like that, overuse of certain words, and while on some I ll give him a who knows how rich people talk over there not me pass on some such as longing , the language was so gorgeous and memorable and almost perfect to me, that the exceptions glared out Isn t this what editors are for To count frequency of use for your favorite pet words, and make you cut down I feel like you tend to see this problem in short story books it s less forgivable in a novel Maybe I am missing some in joke about Henry James, who used these particular words ceaselessly, and I just don t get it Still Oh, but I only complain because otherwise I d melt There were sentences in here that made me cry As you may know, I do cry easily, but it s not usually just from sentences There were a few in here, man whew Oh boy.The other, potentially serious thing I took issue with here was towards the end, when the book got all plotty and reached what I felt was an unnecessary and awkwardly clunky climax I like the kind of books I can only assume Hollinghurst also likes in large part because they don t ruin themselves with plots I m obsessed lately with the idea that some compulsion to plot often prevents an author telling the real story I think that happened here, somewhat The events felt distracting from what was really going on, and just on the whole, the that was happening the less masterfully it was handled.Nick Guest is really an incredible main character Reading this gave me the first faint interest in rereading Gatsby for the first time since high school, because I feel like there s a joke there and I want to get it Isn t the main character in that Nick too Anyway, the way he makes this guy and the relationship I developed with him as the reader was just awesome in the older sense of the term I was awed by it, really I m embarrassed by this review I m nervous about all this gushing because I don t want everyone to run out and get this and then be like, What s your problem, Jessica Why the fuss, psycho I guess a lot of this just appealed to certain of my own sensibilities If, for instance, you are somehow not captivated by gay male sexuality, Thatcherite England, or novels about rich people, you might not love this There You have been warned But seriously you re not into that stuff Really How can you not be Maybe YOU RE the one with the problem, you ever think of that Anyway, I m dawdling because I m not that excited about going to bed right now I m truly dreading tomorrow s commute to work for the first time this week Where can I go from this Middlemarch I think it might be time This is the first book that s really made me feel this way since the end of that affair with Proust all those many months ago, and I just can t see a rebound now with some random library pickup I guess I ll have to try a classic, and hope for the best High praise again truly, a tough book to follow. It makes me angry that I don t know much about U.S history, modern U.S history British history Fuggedaboutit I wish I knew about the Thatcher administration since the novel is coupled with those years as efficiently as THE HUMAN STAIN goes hand in hand with the Lewinski scandal One must know how much pathos is ingrained in these particular events from not too long agosince it adds the requisite magic to elevate them, these modern classics.It s about gay sex drugs, the 1980 s financial power The politics do take second stage with grace What s not to love Insanely sexy and exquisitely old fashioned it has the clout of Henry James too, it s somewhat difficult to read, but that s why it s all the exquisite , THE LINE OF BEAUTY has all the best of what American Bret Easton Ellis has to offer in the world of risque lit., plus a distinguished, intelligent language of its own, a master s effortlessness with prose form I must say that politics aside, the story is BRIDESHEAD REVISITED 2.0 What was never shown in that particular work of British manners bourgeois life is found nestled here Thank god for the Modern Age There are many models of beauty and as old saying goesbeauty is in the eye of the beholder There is a classic definition of the line of beauty depicted by Hogarth in his workAnalyse of beauty , it s a S shaped double curve, though for Nick, the main protagonist of Alan Hollinghurst novel, the perfect line of beauty creates delicate curve of lover s back.Novel starts in the summer 1983 when young Nick Guest moves into the house of his friend Toby Fedden This part breathes newness and freshness, there is an expectation of love and an air of innocence though the way Nick loses his virginity is far from romanticism Second part brings sophisticated Nick, fatigued in his pursuit of pleasure, rather satiated than fulfilled with love but also a new romance with not so unexpected partner The final chapter is just overshadowed by death and sadness of recognition.I was captivated by that novel though neither the background, political and social, nor protagonists are my thing Alan Hollinghurst s prose is exquisite, sharp and ironic when depicts the Feddens, their friends and relatives and the whole Tory related milieu But we can as well sense the spirit and the mood of E.M Forster and Evelyn Waugh here The same story of a young man from the lower classes seduced by wealthy friends, their beautiful houses, impeccable manners, falsehood and hypocrisy lurking behind the bright facade Though it is Henry James who provides patronage for whole story Henry James whom Nick adores and generously quotes.Nick Guest is not all lovable figure Hedonist, admirer of beauty and connoisseur of art Strangely passive and unreflective, with his mouth packed with platitudes on beauty and style Feddens eternal resident, somehow inept to live on its own, still loyal and attached to the family His attitude bespeaks some kind of emptiness and indolence, emotional immaturity and his search for love and pleasure ends with desperate spasms in the fumes of alcohol and cocaine But towards the end when Nick makes an appearance of perfect scapegoat and in an air of scandal abandons the Feddens house, just then, embracing all spent there years, foreboding years that were yet to come, sensing in fact his absence, only then has finally brief vision of clear beauty.4,5 5